How deep is the love when
it seems like a bottomless pit.
Tho no longer around me
the pulsing just won't quit.
A shame when the attraction
as well as the longing too
fails to provide enough balance
to allow us to make it thru.
Philosophical differences
killed the golden goose;
kept the future clouded
neither would turn it loose.
No way to keep it alive
when doubt and pain arise
leaving stains from the tears
in well cried out eyes.
Too stubborn to hear or
understand the other's way.
Trying to force a balance
kept adding stress to the day.
Between each kiss and hug
crept a questioning glance.
A killer if their ever was one
to any budding romance.
Oh, there were moments
filled with sheer delight
but the strain of distrust
was too heavy a plight.
At times when I'd stop
she bumped right into me.
At first thought it was cute
till I realized her uncertainty.
Other doubts started to show
as we rode the waves in sync.
Teasing on some subjects
soured the fantasy in a blink.
Like toting a load up hill
a battle for any tired soul.
The weight of it all, too much
even a strain to play a role.
Too sensitive to past trials
to allow questions to dangle
Sensual wants and needs
got caught up in the rangle.
Making love while wondering
can kill the deepest passion.
Mind sets stuck on idealogical
criteria hurts compassion.
I am left wondering why
the pulsing won't quit.
Could be my measurement
is close to a bottomless pit.
Del Cano 2005 July
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
7 comments:
Beautiful Spencer. Beautifully written but very sad.
Happy New Year!
Dianna
The past that has been let go
has nothing to do with today
it is only the distant memories
that Love has allowed washed away.
Mistaken idenities has been done
tears and fears left where they lay
it is known Love has already begun
woke up this morning, started a new day.
Love
True
In truth
endearing, everlating
Never ending
In truth
Beautiful Spencer
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
May your path be brighter, longer to the horizon and full of wonder...
Jodi
Enjoyed a lot!
» » »
That's a great story. Waiting for more. Buspar es yahoo modafinil cephalon celexa quitting ground surveillance air defence radar Dental insurance plans for braces http://www.faucet8.info/corsair_mattresses.html Computers internet web design and development hosting d review mattresses Order discount phentermine
You have an outstanding good and well structured site. I enjoyed browsing through it »
You have an outstanding good and well structured site. I enjoyed browsing through it concrete driveway diagrams Clothes maternity motherhood Area rugs 6 x 9 berber rug voyager motorcycle convertible Women with hairy snatchs sex Shower faucet cross handles Sunset beach golf course fees Kitchen faucets comparison phentermine manufacturers repairing blacktop driveways yourself rent car europcar south prestige Papua new guinea multi trip holiday insurance
Post a Comment